why am I my own worst enemy?

Question

From the outside looking in my life is Great!!! Great family Incredible friends an Awsome job a house always food in my belly 2 cars a truck nice things so many things that should bring me joy every minuite of every day but everyday the joy only lasts so long and then my mind that I am supposed to be in control of attacks me relentlessly joy is gone focus is gone and the need to stay so busy that my mind can't keep up and th moment i slow down it's like a punch to the face and back to reality that i can't deal with ME i am not depressed i love life and everything life has to offer I require no Doctors advice I love myself everyday yet even in joy the best moments of my life I still feel pain I ALWAYS hurt and i can't keep trying to fool the world I HURT EVERYDAY this is not truly a question i really need answered just felt good for a moment to get it off my chest Why am I my own worst enemy i think only i can know and truly hope one day i can know the answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 1

wow. its a very complicated life. you are NOT your own worst enemy. You just feel that way, but you should not.

Answer 2

Sometimes I feel kind of the same way, like I often think of all the times I remember when I've screwed up or failed. It's weird, because I guess that means that I feel guilty for all those mistakes, but it happens a lot. It's not like I hate myself or anything, I think I am just a little paranoid that everyone is judging me and keeping score, even though pretty much everyone has forgotten/gotten over it except for me. I don't live an unhappy life, it's just that I almost feel like I feel guilty about being forgiven, and that these feelings occur quite frequently.

Answer 3

Every person alive like yourself, have feelings, they can not be denied, you are on the right road, to be able to say how you feel is a great way to start learning how not to feel the way you do all the time > it shall be a journey, yet you will learn moment by moment. Now bottom line, you need Jesus Christ in your life, a good church should help also, now for the easy part, once you let Jesus Christ into your life, and read the Holy Bible, good church; you will began to feel better, why? I shall tell you > Jesus Christ said "my peace I gave unto you not as the world gives, let not your heart be troubled etc......smile be happy! Much love and peace to you.

Answer 4

You're being hard on yourself. I believe that people expect to much from themselves. And it also sounds like you're somewhat depress if you're hurting everyday. You need to ask yourself exactly what are you hurting form and what you can do to make yourself feel better.

Answer 5

Many of us are often our own worst enemies.