i just want to end my life?

Question

hi everyone...im khushi..im 18 years old n im frm india. frm the past two months im just hating my life,...im studyin engineering 1st yr in a prestegious university in india,bt d thng is i hv got 2 subjects as arrears in 1st semester...i studied wel for nd sem bt screwd up in d physicslab...n nw i hv no hopes of even passing...i stay in a hostel,everyday my parents call me n advice me to study wel coz mine is a middle cls family...bt i dnt knw i study wel bt m nt able to present d same in d exams :(
next week m getin my 2nd sem results n m damn scared...though i did vry wel in theory i screwd up my lab dis tym...my parents love me alotttt n hv givn me wteva i want!!! bt m nt reachin their expectations...i cnt handle al dis nymre...i want to end my life...if i hd to realy end my life i would hv dne dat mny days b4...bt i love my parents n i cnt imagine them widout me...plz help me guys...i knw suicide is nt a solution bt ryt nw i cnt find any other way..next week after resuts i dnt want to cal them n tel d same thng agn dt i failed coz during school i ws a brilliant student..bt in dis university there i alot of pressure n ppl who dnt study score wel smehw bt though i prepare m nt able to present it...m so scaed nw abt my resuls...plz help me find a way out guys...else...dis might b d lst tym m talkin to u....

Answer 1

Listen to me, I know you don't wanna screw up your exams or anything but trust me they don't mean everything, you have your family and they'll be very proud of you no matter what, suicide is not the way out, whatever your result is written on that paper nothing will change, that is just simply a grade your family will still love you, suicide will not be the way out, you'll only break their hearts if you take your own life.

You need to go and tell your family how you truly are feeling, I don't think they'd put you under any more pressure if they knew you felt this way.

You've achieved a lot in your life and you will achieve more so don't go and throw it away, it's not worth it, things will get better, I promise.

Answer 2

You need to calm down. Every college student goes through a lot of stress especially in their first year or two. You'll get the hang of it. You are 18...seriously, You haven't been able to enjoy your life the way you should because your still a teen. It might be a big deal to you right now but I'm telling you.. When you get through this and graduate. You'll look back and see how minor this problem is. I know to some families their parents expectations of you matter a lot.. but like you said. They love you. They'll still love you no matter what. Just calm down, think, stay strong, and get through this. You'll run into a lot of pot holes in life. Don't let this one stop you. Just stay strong. Talk to your family. I was freaking out about my grades in college as well a few years ago. I made it past that and so can you. Good luck

Answer 3

I can tell you straight up by what you said that your life is going to be horrible no matter what. Buy a gun and shoot your head or jump from a high place. Those are best viable ways to end it all you will be glad you saved yourself the trouble of a shitt y life.

Answer 4

Hmm. listen ! what r u talking?? i'm also 18.

i'm lonely since my birth. your problem is Not even 10% of mine problem.

now think you're so lucky that you're not in a situation like me nd you're fearing from exam??

thinking about suicide??

sorry if i hurt you nd i'm praying for you dear :) :) :) :) :) :)