does this sound like solipsism syndrome?

Question

well even when i was younger i'd kinda feel like thing weren't real..and now i'm just like really low in myself..i'm not religious at all,i think we were made out of energy and EVERYTHING that happens in life a higher power inside you knows will happen,kinda like everything that happens in life is like a projection out of you're own mind,i'm not egoistic or anything..sometimes i feel like people aren't real,and the past isn't either,like it seems like it didn't happen..however i do not isolate myself from people or think they arent real when i'm in the moment talking to them,it's just like everyone in my life is a 3d projection from my mind in a higher state...even me like,this isnt me this is just a shell,i believe we are floating in space or somewhere just energy,like stars or somthing but that is our higher self and eveything that happens in our life is a projection out of our mind or a illusion.

Ehm, i do believe people are real in a way..like i know people are there but i feel like those people are there out of my mind because this is how my higher self imagined my "life" would be..i dunno it's really hard to explain..i'm not a very social person but i do talk to people,i'm only 15
does this sound like Solipsism syndrome
and don't say "of course you feel like this you're a teenager"
because that's just ****,it doesn't matter how old i am,i feel like this and will forever,
i don't even know why i'm asking this question though because i know that i'm only answering it myself if you understand? the answers to everything are in me and this is my projection kinda..

Answer 1

I am now not able to hear. Can you please increase the volume so that I can hear the sound.

Answer 2

I know what you are feeling. I am 15 years old and suffer from undiagnosed OCD/anxiety and depersonalization as a result from the anxiety and lack of sleep. I am fine now and will be for a bit (I go through phases), but I was delusional.



Does life feel like a dream to you? That's how it felt to me. Or like a movie that I was in, but not involved with. People would talk to me and I would ignore them because I forgot they could see me. Forgot they were real.



I think you need to sleep more, socialize more, and think about this less for a little while. Focus on your school work, read books on astronomy (join the astronomy club at school if you have one), avoid idleness. Just keep telling yourself it's all in your head. If you don't feel better soon, get help (from a guidance counselor at school, maybe).



by the way, you seem interesting to me, so I looked at some of your other questions and noticed you like RATM. Good taste.

Answer 3

Definitely, I'm always wondering who and what the hell is looking back at me, through various times in my life, when i was a very insecure teenager, when i met my husband i stared for ages into the mirror wondering why he loved me. and when my three and a half week old daughter died of sudden infant death, i looked for about 2 hours wondering if i was really here or if i was living one great big nightmare. So yes i do often look in the mirror and see someone else looking back at me. Cathy xxx