well, my Boyfreind broke up with me, for oh so stupid reasons, oh how did I love him, my three best freinds, are about 2356.30 miles away from me, and my brother is a druggie. but dont get me wrong I have many many things to be gratefull about, I have a buetiful family, who love me very much, I have all the things I could possibly want, I have two best freinds where I live and they care for me very much, I have many things and many people who love me, and it kills me that I feel some what empty sometimes, as if I feel like sometimes, I am missing something, and I dont want to feel this way for the hollidays. November is a terrible month and I am trying to get over it, but I dont know if i can bounce back, after such a terrible month, latley all I want to do is just lay in bed and listen to bright eyes, I can't find much motivation, besides seeing some of my freinds and my family, to get out of bed, basicall what I am trying to say is just how can I get out of this fondency I am having?