need some help with suicide?

Question

i dont wanna hear the you need help, call the suicide hotline, you're a sinner, you're going to hell crap. im just trying to use the wonderful resource we call the internet to help me out with something. so im suicidal. ive been it. nothing new. ive tried to enjoy life. it's been 12 months. so im giving up. just wanna know how many sleeping pills it'd take to kill me for sure. so i dont wake up in some institution because people can't respect my choice, and feel a need to tell someone else how they should live their life. and if, before i kill myself, should i tell all my close friends, relatives, and girlfriend that i love them individually, leave a note. or only tell a few people, etc. nothing too complicated and lenghthy though. thanks to those who are helping. and screw you to all the jesus freaks, talking bibles, and overconcerned strangers. i dont need your input about how i should deal with my own life

Answer 1

I don't even know you and just reading your whole situation makes me wanna cry. I don't believe in religion either so you won't have to worry about this post being about that. You have close friends, relatives, and a girlfriend who love you which is a lot more than some people who are having a tough time with life have and you'd be putting them through so much pain if you decide to do this. All of them would pounce on the opportunity to help you feel better and help you out. Like you said it's your life and all I can do is give you my thoughts about all of this but i sincerely hope you don't decide to follow through with this. I don't even know you and i wish i could help.

Answer 2

i'll respond in two ways: how you asked and how you asked not.



first in the way you ask. if you are absolutely no changing your mind going to commit suicide, you must tell your family and your closest friends and explain why fully. they will blame themselves perhps wrongly otherwise and that's just not cool. you should tell everyone who is close to you. but if you cant bring yourself to do it before hand, then leave note for them to read afterwards.



now for the part you don't want to hear but maybe you secretly do:



you mentioned you don't want to hear the religious answer.



well how about the logic answer? i can prove to you with 100% pure logic and no faith crap what the meaning of life is as that is what gave me the motivation not to commit suicide. the meaning of life is the most logical thing ever. it will lead you to religion, but none of the bullshit religions you know of. it is a relatively secret religion that few know about, which relies solely on logic to prove all things [e-mail]



also if you need someone to talk to, just talk to me about whatever i can be a good listener..



and by the way, it is entirely illogical and completely irrational to commit suicide, just saying. no matter how tempting it is to want to, it is completely idiotic. dont be an idiot.

Answer 3

firstly, i think you should write a letterto everyone you care about, friends/family etc etc. you know, tell them how much you love and willmiss them and howtheywere great in your life. pills, sory i have no clue, but justkeep taking as many as you can.



i wont tell you how to live your life or call the hotline or anything, im just gonna beg you one more time, pleasedont go through with this. you have lots to live for,but i know you dont want to hear that so i wont say it. but change your mind, email me, choose me as best answer and ill msg you my emailor sometihng (only because idont want itallover the internet).

Answer 4

.Hey bro. There is no resolution with suicide. Resolution is achieved through comparison. You compare this crappy thing to this new thing.....then the better one would be considered a resolution. I need you to follow me here. Ok? I need you to just stay with me. You have nothing to lose to just hear me out.

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Suicide is final and a very selfish act. Its not thinking how your parents would feel or how your friends would feel or what other relatives would feel. Suicide is the beginning of nothing. Are you still with me? There is nothing. In Life we have something. In suicide we have nothing. There is no relief. You have to be living in order to experience relief, right? Clearly justified. We tend to dive ourselves into a thought process of ending a turbulent and gravely painful event or period in our lives. But rather, these trying times are mere challenges. If you are strong enough to commit suicide, then you are strong enough to break through that thought and persevere through these challenges. Its not you to go........its me.

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Suicide belongs on my menu. I have had a rough life. But I am aware that these are mere challenges and Im strong enough to persevere through them. I remember the times I laughed and smiled and felt free and good. I refuse to roll over and give up. Not going to happen. No way, not here. There are justifications to throw in the towel......there are. Now I didnt say suicide. I said throw in the towel. Context is left to the reader. I am me and I will always be me. Nobody can ever take that away from me. I might not be perfect.....but heck nobody is for that matter. So if everyone has flaws, how is it that I should feel ostracized. Screw y'all.....heres my finger. This is my life and choose to live as I please. Oh.....I dont fit the norm? Yeah right. And what the heck is the norm anyways? Is there really such thing as the norm? Sh!t society will never convince me of living within the norm. I am individual and I am me. I love me. I would never change me. I love my qualities, my creativity, my kindness, my brotherly ways, and my uniqueness. Everything about me makes me. I survive. Nobody can diminish who I am or make it seem as if I must leave. Im stronger than that.

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Dont do it, Bro. You dont know me from adam (am I supposed to capitalize "adam?"). I dont have to be a blood relative to be your bro. I am your bro, none-the-less because we are one. Its not you that should be leaving, its me. If I have the courage to be stronger in deaf face of society's wicked ways........then you can be strong too....if not, then stronger. We are bro's and we stick together. I stay...you stay. You've been on the brink with this. Now you can join me and help others who cant see life. Life is ours. Nobody elses. Dont let nobody take it away from you. Bro? I stay.....you stay.

Answer 5

Looks like there would be a lot of people to tell about your suicide. Don't you think life's worth living instead leaving all those people behind?

Answer 6

Dr. Kevorkian can help you. I don't have his number, sorry.