I just wish i could start my life all over again? :/?

Question

This is just kind of a 13 year old rant..
Gaah if i could start my life over.. Id grow up bilingual ( french and english) and homeschooled. Id express my love of music earlier and play guitart piano ukelele and sing.. Id put my parents through less hell. Id be confident.. Id have a youtube and be like Anna Graceman. Id become famous on youtube.. Id write music.. Be a fun person.. Id start painting younger too.. Achieve photo realism sooner.. Instead of at 12 at like 9.. Im literally bawling because i wish my life was like this :/ i wish i could sing :/ i wouldnt get sexually harrassed at school.. :/ so much i wish i was by this time in my life :( anyway! Thats my rant. Tell me what you would be like if you could restart! Give me advice if you have any

Answer 1

You're only 13 and you're talking like you are a 40 year old washed up hobo. You have like 60 more years to do that stuff.

Answer 2

OMG me too! I always imagine what it would be like to be given another chance. I'd do it all perfectly. I'd be a prodigy. I'd baffle my family. And I'd be way more well liked. When I was in middle school I knew next to nothing about makeup, hair, or style. And I also didn't have an interest in music. It didn't know how to deal with trolls and I had no self confidence. But I guess it took all that suffering to become so awesome. Suffering is our greatest teacher. Still I often wish I could somehow bypass that suffering.

Answer 3

you sound like a 90 year old man. and your only 13?!?!?! you still have plenty of time to do all that stuff. why so down?